其实在他发表政策的前两天，老夫决定批了文给TR Emeritus的那位Richard，随后……在总理将发表的前一天电邮TS一份#1。Richard的’The Voice of Singaporeans’并没有发表该文，但……没关系。
Something is amiss… …
The ultrasound scan at SGH for the bump below the left jaw returned nothing. But it is still there, visible to every specialist visited.
But after half an hour and pulling a so-called doctor in to get the scan done again, he told me it was merely a tiny lymph node looking normal.
Frustrated~ What’s left will be getting an answer from the specialist later, and flipped through the phone book… decided to call Renee. It was supposed to be an ONS but something about her beckoned me to establish contact.
When I first held her slim waist as she sat legs spread out on my hips, a sensation flowed through… She has the most… it’s not just smooth, it’s so smooth, so… Her skin feels so perfect, cool, grabbing her body alone sends dopamine bursting; her body felt like ice at room temperature… I had never touched a girl with such natural perfection. She is pretty, has long hair and… likes to laugh, and she smells good. And she is minimum on make-up. Needless to say, undressing her means an exploration campaign beyond one night…
Renee is the 192th woman; Now and then, you would encounter various women of special qualities implying totally new sexual experiences and sensations. Making her pregnant is a natural instinct given her ‘super-natural’ genetic superiority displayed by her body. When I plugged in for the first time…
She was a virgin.
I have decided to ditch Pat and Elaine to accommodate Renee into the schedule. Pat is married, so it’s just cutting down the time to waste on her drastically. As for Elaine… it’s about time for her to seriously hunt for her husband. And Renee… she’s 20yo, stylish but reserved yet wild in the bed. I am thinking of excusing Ms Genting Trip permanently as well. Ms Almost-190th has chosen to back out after I almost fucked her… … She is now blaming me for seducing her… … and she is confused and upset. Very bad news.
Met Renee after 10pm, satisfied, left… … and for a moment the issue of the scan was dumped from my mind. I love to run my finger down her legs, touch her, feel her and her giggles stimulates me… The closest to describe her look is she resembles Eva Mendez, but the slightly taller and slimmer version.
But her first blowjob was horrible… …
The 190th girl was a Malay. I actually found her and her Chinese girl friend hanging out near Clark Q. She was surprised I was interested in her and not her pretty companion that night. The three of us chatted for a while, then I found an excuse to take Ms 190th for a walk, she had her beer, and I had my ONS. It wasn’t really surprising why I didn’t pick up her friend; Malay is exotic, I had too many Chinese chicks. Through chatting, I found out that she was a completely typical Singaporean chick… but she had a hot body, and I must say her eyes were beautiful and her skin fair for a Malay.
She totally enjoyed the casual sex.
Yun is showing her displeasure that I am spending too much time on wild hunts that I cheekily asked her does she prefer me to have more girlfriends instead? Yun will make a good wife… but probably not my wife. Mom likes her a lot, but Mom also likes Diana. But being completely honest… I am now into Renee. Probably for one more month at least… Renee will help prevent more ONSs happening. Yun’s signal of getting too-serious is beginning to bother me… … With Pat gone and I distancing Elaine, she now only has Diana in mind.
I don’t want Yun to do anything stupid. But women… are after all women.
I didn’t tell Yun nor Diana and other girls about going for checkup. I told Ms Penang I wasn’t available that noon, and promised her a vacation trip later.
A while back, Hilary told me she is probably leaving her current ‘husband’. I don’t know what to say… I just hope that they won’t end up fighting or burning down the house.
A couple of new chicks wanted to meet up… later in the year.
Something interesting did happen recently… met an old girl who is now married. She is aging… but still sweet. Her voice always turns me on. I pulled her up the staircase of a flat and simply sealed her lips with mine. She was startled… then the kiss lasted for a while as we held hands tightly… then I grabbed her waist… As her breathes got heavier, I stopped to look at her.
It was like old times… … I could feel the passion, the heat was intensifying.
I couldn’t lie that I wanted to have her. She could sense it, as usual.
She told me she couldn’t do it at her place as her kids were around, so… …
A day later, she msg-ed me and told me we should not meet again, because she felt so guilty… … that her husband is a good guy. I would like to oblige, but at the same time… she is tempting me to see her again. When I entered her, she was like her sex life had been dry for quite a while… I could see from her eyes the desire was burning stronger than when we were together. It’s rather upsetting not because she is feeling guilty… but she is like condemning herself to a desert.
Actually, the only married woman I so very much truly want to see is… …
But I have to stay away, for unlike others, seeing her will drive me crazy.
She was also the girl I’d readily marry… and wanting forever with. But it’s impossible now… …#4
As usual, I tested for HIV and Hep B… … So far so good. But the reason why I got tested again for HIV was not really because of the ONSs but because of a horrible ugly masseur who wanted to perform handjob for me and I refused, and she dug her fucking nose and after the horrible massage session, my back got a scratch, though not bleeding.
Why the fuck would I want her to touch my dick and risk those freaking STDs? Though DSC folks claim this is safe… …
But she was so ugly as well. So hell no~
If I had wanted a handjob, I’d pay lesser to those Thai babes at Geylang who’d strip naked doing that~
One thing about the infamous Geylang… While women are returning after election 2011, the standard falls on average. Very tough now to find a babe standing on the streets… Most are fat or ugly or old women exposing their balls hoping for some uncles to ‘rent’ them. It was unlike when I first found my way there, the entire Geylang was filled with real babes standing and roving the streets… It’s getting less and less thrilling to make a visit there to browse the women.
In Geylang, the two groups which usually offer the best lookers are the Thais and the Chinese. In the past, ‘models’-grade China hookers were everywhere, and there were usually 2 or 3 lookers among the Thais. But now… … Even the ‘resistant group’ standing along the path next to the bridge opposite the gas station that usually carried lookers with probably the best price in Geylang, the new girls… the new women are fat and aging aunties… … And I even saw one ‘fat little pig’ at the $100 district!!!
The number of women back in Geylang may have increased, but the quality is obviously dropping… hence Geylang is losing its shine. With China emerging an economic powerhouse where a huge group of super rich comes as a result of heavy economic imbalance, the babes in China probably stay in China hooking up China-dicks who will tip handsomely for an entertaining fuck. If they were to stand at Geylang… those ‘models’ will be reaching out to some old poor ‘broken down’ uncles or bangla foreign laborers… with no tips.
As the saying goes… no money, no honey.
On the other hand, for cheaper and better sex with faster erection due to better looking hookers, Singaporeans are flooding to neighboring Johor. The food is better and cheaper and the hotels are much much cheaper too! Which is, if you are a foreigner, fly to Johor and check into a good budget hotel, you can come to Singapore for a visit and enjoy the best of both worlds.
The current best locations in Singapore for truly mesmerizing imported cunts would be at places such as China Dolls… Most of which are KTVs with elegant gorgeous women, and… much bigger hole to be burnt into your pockets. I have seen very very attractive women when I passed by the elevators leading to China Dolls. Most of the gorgeous fuck-able women are now hiding in those expensive bars and KTVs, that is coherent to the idea of ‘no money, no honey’. Which implies that as Malaysian Ringgit gets weaker (29 Aug 2013 rate was 2.56 Ringgit to 1 Singdollar), if you want to have a good fuck with a great environment plus freebies such as food and drink and a good massage, people will rush to Johor.
The good news about getting a ‘clean’ massage in Johor is, people with Hep B are not allowed to be imported for work, unlike Singapore.
When it comes to sex trade, Johor is rushing up the ladder as Geylang slides.
Most counselors and those big fuck representatives will scream the holy hell out of their freaking mouths in the name of God and of layers of morality, with their grips on bibles.
Why does anybody think God wants to clean this world of moronic mortals?
Remember… those who believe in God doesn’t mean they are in the league or faction of God. Christianity, as Islam that shares the same root, is a mortal creation. The churches’ fight against scientists wasn’t likely the will of God… the Catholic marriage model isn’t necessarily the will of God where Muslims can marry multiple cunts. Having Christians crusading against their Islamic counterparts wasn’t the will of God. The bible isn’t even a creation of God… for the same God isn’t enjoying dissociative identity disorder, and produced a Quran and another set of rules for his ‘children’. While the Muslims may not agree with Christians and vice versa when it comes to the ‘true God’…
One thing is very clear to Catholics… that there is a Judgement Day.
But who will make the judgement?
I don’t really condemn hookers… nor those who fucked hookers. Happily if I have to judge mortals in this case, I’d leave it to their Judgement Day… The problem about Singaporeans is, many people are playing God, hence probably thinking that they are going to be the judge for Judgement Day of others, especially those Christians… But truth is, we have a hooker whose IQ level could be much higher than most Christians, many hookers and those who paid hookers to feed their children and parents are good parents… and may be great leaders.
Which is, condemning those hookers and their patrons… are you condemning the innocent children and handicaps they are supporting, that they could be also supporting a state? And by condemning them, are you also doing anything at all to support those you condemned for hooking and whom they are supporting? And by making judgement, you become God yourself… if you can’t make better judgement than God, why are you condemning?
It’s not only the sex industry… but a lot of other things, probably even including my lust after Kate.
To date, Scope has fucked 192 women… How many Christians think I shalt be condemned to Hell? LOL~
Give yourselves to God… be baptized… but that doesn’t mean you will be qualified to judge.
If reading the bibles and going to sermons for ages can’t help Christians differentiate mortals and God when they look into the mirrors…
Of course, I don’t mind anyone to question my lust after Kate… because the answer for them will be no answer. There is no need to make anyone happy in my lust for anybody but myself, and I do not love in accordance to any others’ preference. So why the fuck do I need their judgement or entertain their feeble mentality and fucked up attitude?
This world is running amok with people who called themselves Catholics, doing plenty of things in the name of God…
But what do they really know of God?
Will you stop your love because some asshole mortals’ versions of bible say no? Will God stop me from pumping Renee? Or will God prefer you fucking her instead in your judgement? What about Renee? Who is in the position to make the choice for her? Why should she choose otherwise?
If there is only one Judgement Day… if you are not the judge… …
The reason why I am not going to Hell for fucking multiple cunts and lusting after a married woman… is obvious. Because I am destined for Heaven, that’s why. And moronic mortals… in the name of whatever fuck they judge shalt go to Hell… for playing God. And amen.
In general, I hate Singaporeans who love to cite tales of high heavens and make a system out of everything, even religion, and they start preaching illogical nonsense.
I can’t tolerate nonsense very well.
And they think they are so holy, so fucking right… when they are just pests of society inhibiting progress and challenging more Galileos to come, and do completely nothing more than condemning till they meet their holy Creator. I hate it when people do shits in the name of God. because how many times must I nicely convey to those fuckers “stop throwing the responsibilities and bills of your fucking deeds and crap judgement to the name of God”… and they are so freaking far from the enlightenment level of God to be even near the ‘name of God’~
And much less qualified to talk about moral.
What the fuck do they know about moral?
The message from an archangel is this…
“Mind your fucking business~”
Once again, I am not against Christianity, I am totally against mortal nonsense. Whenever I read some asshole big shot counselors opening their holy shitty mouths on morality… it’s very disturbing they can’t even produce much decency. If this world can become a better place by merely condemning and sticking to rigid mortal rules, that’d likely take forever.
I cannot be baptized, because I am not below mortals… …
I am going to pull Singapore up. Stop me… and Singapore will crush… What is God’s will…? To condemn the New Father of Singapore, or to send an entire state into Hell?
If mortals can judge, pigs can fly, and this shalt already be Utopia…
I am pretty enticed by ‘Abracadabra’.
The music is a superior piece. The voices of ‘Brown Eyed Girls’ fit in perfectly… sexy. Of course, the dance is hot.
If only Kate could shake for me… She’d be so sexy… …#5
[Don’t miss a talented performance~]
Not every love will have good ending…
Not every wait will have anything good…
Not every dance will have a partner…
That doesn’t mean you don’t love her.
That doesn’t mean you don’t wait.
That doesn’t mean you should miss a good dance.
In order to fight cancer… It is said that eating sausages and hot-dogs will greatly induce cancers, this will mean I am avoiding an entire category of processed meats which happen to be my favorite bites. Then, it is said that white bread is also a serious culprit of inducing cancer. So if I have to take sandwiches, it’d be wholemeal breads. Since most salmons are not wild, I am also taking salmons now moderately, and totally shun dory fish (pangasius). To be honest, I have always hated the weird taste of dory fish.
But it doesn’t mean I’d become a vegetarian… I love meat after all. But that’d mean I’d cut down on Subway visits, and be banned from McDonald’s and only occasionally visit KFC. Junk food will be out… but not completely.
I am also cutting down on ice-creams and milk, and ban myself from butter and soft-drinks, including Diet Coke.
And… I am deleting concentrated juices, and will be getting lemons to squeeze instead.
But this sort of diet will weaken me… but not so if I take some other things.
Tests show that my brain cells are relatively younger than peers… or very new. That also means I’d need a huge powerful intake of proteins to feed my brains. Beans will not be enough.
Of course… I will love Kate… While it is said that heartbreaks can kill in a recent discovery, love is needed for the hormones to maintain a body… to make one ‘beautiful’. Besides, I truly love her, so it’s not an issue.
Life without satays and rojak will be disastrous… I’d also cut down on beef and my favorite mutton.
For the first time, a specialist found out the secret about me… She has found accidentally something that explains my superior regeneration capability… the sort that wiped out a face of acne scars and chewing one batch of wrinkles after another, and… why my floaters can be ‘digested’. Even my hair is thicker…
Two more years, my hair will be growing back.
Find out more, and I’d have her meeting her Creator soon… …
The genetic ‘defect’ causes a subtle body-wide constant inflammation, causing the damaged cells renewed and repaired at close intervals. My entire body is sensitive… or an ‘allergy’. And the mechanism leads to something else that maintains a hormone level when others at my age would be running dry…
The Elders will not like this… … But I do want to know the science behind an archangel.
Once again, great scientific discovery comes on the back of accidents.
Mythologies called us fairies… angels… deities… … But we’d be mutants in modern day context.
That also explains why Kate’s marriage shock upset the balance, and why I can’t tolerate Beijing’s pollution when others can. And why I can pump a girl for 45 mins if need be. LOL~ My libido is pretty… powerful. But it needs to be emotionally charged, I have to love you… and be seduced by you.
As I have probably told Kate way back that Malaysia’s bullets will be flying, then Singapore… … I am hoping to get my rifle back in action eventually. That also means I’d need to enhance my body for the fun. I seemed to have talked too much during that period of hysteria… … that won’t be good for her. It’s also unnecessary for her to be aware of the future.
She is but a rapidly aging mortal… while I… I am beginning to feel energized as a 24yo chap. As I am approaching my first serious phase, I have to deal with many fucking petty issues from mortals around me. Fucking God never gave them brains… and they are in huge numbers… and they need to be erased for polluting the world intellectually.
Looking at a dying Lee Kuan Yew… … His ignorance is killing him, making him weaker. Jogging only works on the capacity of the body, making a wheel turns faster to produce energy… but it’d be useless when the wheel is corrupted and the oil missing… … Interestingly, he is in the position to ‘recharge’ himself and prolong his life even further, but due to ignorance, he won’t make it.
In real, the normal body is built by moderate activities in repetition but with rests at good intervals. In short, building up excessive muscles is unhealthy; the growth of huge organs is also unhealthy because the body will have a hard time to support and a balance highly difficult to maintain.
In short, marathons, body building and such kill… in the long run. For a short while, the body is flushed with energy, the muscles grow… but the strains on the body is painless, undetectable and the damages to the cells and the chemical balances are destructive. It’s ok when you are young and below 20 to push yourself, but it’s not ok to do that thereafter… …
Which is why Kate’s sister is aging doubly fast after birth… … Marathons and exercises can backfire.
Also, exercises without practicing the right Qi Gong (气功) is only (eg) cutting down the vitality of your joints, damaging your body…
A lot of ignorant mortals simply don’t understand the risks of exercising because the short run benefits are sensational. But while skins can regenerate, many parts of the body cannot deal well with wear-and-tear, hence an imbalance strikes later easily. A larger brain needs more feeding, so do other organs, muscles down to the cells… and the glands will experience shocks trying to balance the chemistry in vain because some glands will have to work less and end up ‘dying’ while others become too overactive, or over-developed.
Then a horde of diseases strike… …
Which is, in general, mortals who still went to gym for strenuous training usually won’t live very long… and they usually discover they are aging faster than peers past a certain age. On the other hand, if you farm everyday, repeating the same activities and building moderate muscles bit by bit, you end up healthier and live much much longer.
It’s all one word: Balance.#6
And that’s because once a mortal reaches adulthood, his body is mature, the growth of organs is about complete, and a balance must be maintained. Too much of anything kills.
Too much of living also kills… …
But it’s still ok to train hard… if on the other hand, you balance it with something else.
The problem with mortals is, they train very hard and the tip just got pushed over.
When you drool at that muscle man… when you admire the marathon winner, just imagine how hard his or her heart has to work, how his lungs must develop to air the body, how tough his organs must work to support… … and what sort of craps he or she’d have to feed on to maintain the protein level, and in turn to add pressure on the arteries. And of course, how many cells are burnt all in a short while due to the prolonged running… …
The chemicals produced will usually boost something and ruin something.
In short, if you feel sleepy, take a walk; if you feel energized, get a sleep. If you need to travel 16km, jog then walk, take a drink, walk a bit more then jog a while then walk… … Just to illustrate, you can spend 12 days using Lego bricks to build a tower… or go without food and sleep to build in 3 days. You still get the same tower, but spending 12 days builds up your body and spending 3 days may give you bigger muscles but permanent damages… …
So you want to live forever… …?
In theory you can. One of the deepest and darkest secrets of the human body is its ability to accommodate, to re-engineer itself… … to evolve accordingly. However, usually, it goes by a script called DNA… the foundation of the next step of evolution… But what if you can skip some steps?
You can hasten things. However, there’d be risks. It’s just like the building of muscles… there will be processes… steps to reach the ‘step’ called muscular, but at the same time… your body may also collapse upon itself. And as towards virus, the ‘growth’ or development is unleashed given the DNA code. A swimmer produces a baby whose coding tries to create another vessel with less qualities inhibiting swimming and maximizing those for the water… … but the same swimmer can also train himself to last longer and longer… then push the limits and force the body to find a new balance that becomes an internal evolution.
Theoretically… bodies are not made to last forever… but bodies can evolve to accommodate changes.
That’s why I tried to shut down my own metabolism rate… …#7
Life will find a way… But it must hoard reserves for the kind of ‘hibernation’ intended.
Which is, shutting down metabolism rate at 90yo is pure suicide.
It’s really like some sort of fire drill conducted when it is almost impossible to have any fire… …
Getting too powerful and healthy for too long is a major disaster.
#1 This is the real issue… For now, the governors are still blur in the blind pursuit to boost popularity. You can’t open the safe merely knowing the range of numbers are from 1~9 and anyohow press. It’d backfire.
#2 No matter how she’d deny… her soul originates from me. It’s already too late… Her soul needs to be cleansed.
#3 Actually… does Kate really deserve me? Without divine background… … It has puzzled me why I knew it’s her when I first saw her. But I know very well what sort of girls attract my dick… … My dick felt nothing, but my heart went crazy. I had this feel that I was so familiarized with her… I had seen her somewhere… … … she was once so… close… when I didn’t even know her name~ When I first saw her… I felt a word ‘sorry’. Ever seen I grew curious, and… I know she is the most important woman of my life… not just this life… It’s a feeling unlike any other encounters. It wasn’t even excitement when I first saw her. Then… … soon enough, Catherine of Aragon sneaked into my awareness. The woman-fighter, the lady of education, the woman who couldn’t produce a son… … and the woman whose base was a land of sands… … and a staunch Catholic. That explained why I sensed a dull but clear anger against the cross when I first met her when I didn’t even know she was a Christian… … I still feel that ‘rage’ if I’d see her again. Which is… I can’t be baptized because of her. She happens to be the one
girl woman who will drive me crazy…
#4 I love Kate. That means I hate her marriage that I’d have to bless… And I have to bless her marriage doubly hard because I love her and if this destined woman divorces or that chap dies… … Divine love=divine hatred=divine madness. A repeat of Henry VIII and Catherine is highly possible. Not to mention… way before I met her, I was already preparing to be the New Father of Singapore… More new citizens won’t save PAP… … and avoid political chaos for Singapore. I love a Kate who should supposedly feel against me… and ridicule me, but will not forget me…. Precisely because I love her, I do not want a repeat of Catherine of Aragon’s disaster…
#5 I’d do the shakes for her… … it’s actually also a great way to burn calories.
#6 True and untrue. Balance is like a wheel that goes on spinning and spinning… but the road conditions can change, the wheel needs to be upgraded, the pivot can break… But mortal bodies are also blessed with inferior brains. Upgrading risks death. Hence, balance…
#7 After a pretty tough time, it is finally rebooting… … I need all the time blessed upon me to deal with those political nonsense and grab power and… baaaah… to bring paradise for an island of morons… defiling souls. Irony of my life.