Yesterday, the evening news seemed to be reporting of NTUC Eldercare needing more social workers…

The point is, I had went for an interview with NTUC Eldercare chap and gone through NCSS regarding me joining this sector as a social worker, the reply from NTUC Eldercare was, the positions of social workers are filled. Well… Fucking waste of time, and fucking hilarious piece of news… Propaganda.

What the fuck…

Last week, there was a period of ‘limited connectivity’ which means no internet connection for more than a day. Called up the ISP, wasted the whole day… I literally reformatted the PC, and still… the computer just could not communicate with the router. Which is… the only culprit should be the ISP. Someone must have done something to the router, and ISP can remote control it… So it becomes my primary suspect that some assholes had been fooling around at the ISP or some fuckers in the neighborhood had hacked into the router. Downloading something wrong from Microsoft to have caused a setting’s fault was dismissed after the reformat.

Otherwise, some international services could have hacked into the ISP and launched a blockade… I’d be so honored. LOL~

There was nothing wrong with the router since the other computers and the smartphone could still obtain their IPs. Hacking into the router will require the ISP’s control or a rather high level of IT specialist skill to do so.

Anyway, I don’t manage the internet at home…

Leon has left the household… and I am missing him so very much. He is simply adorable, and I miss hugging and kissing him many many… and watching him running about was such a pleasure. I look forward to having him back soon.

[Cock-Sucking To Fame] Other than that… Cecilia Sue Siew Nang is making the news; she is the infamous cock sucker of Ng Boon Gay‘s dick. To be honest, I don’t exactly follow the case, nor do I know what background is Ng Boon Gay except that Ng was a civil head, and Cecilia was selling big deals to Ng, and Cecilia also sucked his dick. Nor do I care how Cecilia finds the taste of his dick or the sperms… nor do I care how Cecilia’s husband feels. But I do know Ng has a fuckable-looking wife who, as Irene Kng (wife of Jackal Neo), seems to be standing by her husband…

Idiotic women…

But…

Not my problem, obviously.

If Kate’s husband also messes up… I suppose she’d do the same. She’s a fucking christian, I don’t want to make a freaking guess… These women are a major challenge to our intelligence. Of course, what if Ng Boon Gay were to be bankrupted? Nonetheless, I am so sick of local cunts… so fuck them, and fuck them hard~

Ng’s case is very simple… in Singapore, by right, when a civil servant at the top was caught dealing with a woman who was sucking his cock while there was monetary transaction, given the principle of guility until proven otherwise, even if Cecilia Sue were to be his wife, he’d be liable for corruption. If I am not wrong, Mr Lee Kuan Yew also said… if a civil servant fucked around anyohow, that chap won’t be acceptable. Of course, Mr Lee also said over his dead body would Casinos be allowed… So I don’t really understand why the need to drag the case and waste taxpayers’ money.

Look at Ng Boon Gay… Why would Cecilia go and suck his cock if there was nothing to be gained? Is Ng so attractive?

Hi Cecilia! Why not you come and suck my dick?

Cecilia in a bid to save her skin started changing statements, then declared her ‘love’ for her husband and bla bla bla… She went to suck Ng’s dick and declares she loved her husband… What’s more ridiculous, she claims for 4 times she was forced to suck the cock because Ng pressed down her head towards his dick… Now assuming Cecilia’s mouth naturally would open to accomodate the cock everytime… I mean, after the second time… or the first time, she still allowed herself the chance to be forced by a jerk?

Heard also they had raw sex…

Anyway, by Singapore’s laws… Ng would be guilty of corruption, be it if Cecilia ‘loved’ Ng or not. Even if Cecilia is taken off from the witness list, the act is still valid… Ng’s cock is sucked, the woman did transactions, and Ng did not report the relationship… like he can declare that Cecilia was his mistress?! LOL! See… Simple eh.

So now, many crazy uncles are flooding the court to see the cock sucker…

How the fuck those companies in Singapore employed her and how the fuck Singapore government employed Ng… well, let’s just say it’s Singapore’s version of Meritocracy. Fuck Meritocracy.

Indeed… as the netizens said, Cecilia’s husband is the only victim in this whole fuck mess. So it seems… But what if the husband doesn’t love Cecilia in the first place? So, I shan’t make judgement.

From ‘The New Paper’ recently, there was a saying that Singaporean women get fucked outside because of ‘attention given’. It’s quite true. But no matter how much attention I have given Kate, there is another ingredient… the woman must be physically nearby the man, so that they can end up fucking. This won’t be possible between me and Kate… no matter how much I lust for her, how sincere I am but… Precisely because I have her in my heart, I don’t want ‘things’ to happen. Women… Women’s logic is no logic, it’s really about what type of men they will meet, hence what will happen. If they meet sexual predators, of course they will be fucked at the first chance… and most men don’t love those women, they just want to fuck, the women’s interests ain’t their concerns.

On my side, I have to steer clear of Kate. I have never done any wrong… especially when it comes to relationship matters.

I can’t resist Kate, but I can keep a long long distance from her… long enough that is beyond the reach of my mighty dick. LOL~

[Ming Zhi’s Matters Of Her Heart] Today’s evening papers said that a couple of guys have gone online and advertised to be gigolos, hoping rich ladies to be sugar-mummies. Actually this is very common in China; there is even a pretty huge ‘industry’ for this sort of things over there. In Singapore, with the development of internet and the fucking society, this has come from under the carpet to the surface… There are alot of jokers online, moral-less, eyes big big for money… and really, fucking a woman is not a big deal if the dick can erect.

Unlike a woman offering herself for money, guys ain’t worried about pregnancy. Besides, guys have no hormonal issues to deal with, they can just fuck and go feeling nothing for the fucked. The only risk happens to be the same craps Scope is worrying about when it comes to sex: STDs.

Other than that… you have only to worry about the men behind those rich pussies.

Unknown to many jokers interested to be gigolos or kept-men, women who needed companies and can afford them usually have troublesome men come in a package. These men don’t really bother about their women, can’t satisfy them, busy making money and bla bla bla, and could be pretty influential. But these men’s wives are usually the type who are more presentable, who can make your dicks hard… moreover, such women also include mistresses… They are lonely, they are manipulated, and they want to vent out, they want companies, they want to feel in charge, they want psychological support… and hilariously speaking, whether your penetration can last for 24 hours is another issue, but you still see this ‘how long can you last’  in the ad.

These women, unlike men… their sexual urge comes from mainly two issues: They are either sick, hence sexually induced by a mal-functioning brain, or they feel empty and need to vent… What these women need is more than your dicks, they need you to comfort their souls. Your job as a gigolo is to make them happy, feel loved, feel the romance, give them sweet nothings, accompanying them wherever they go, whenever they feel down… and fucking is mostly a secondary objective.

In order to be a good gigolo, you must know what the women want… Sadly, most male prostitutes or gigolo-starters don’t understand their ‘clients’. Many men started out thinking of offering sex… trying to make a client horny, fuck them and complete the deal. Too bad, being a gigolo is more than sex… because a woman is more than her cunt.

Those who come to be sugar-mummies include those women who are after money, marrying the rich guys or becoming their mistresses… In short, they are offering their cunts for money. And if a gigolo thinks the women want sex with pretty-boys or whoever can last longer, he just got it all wrong. Their money comes from offering their cunts, that’s what becomes of the income of a gigolo. So a gigolo has more than a cunt to fill…

Just got an email from that mystery fucker again…

My old  lovely darling sweetie pie dearie, Ms Ming Zhi, is having some minor issues… We have already covered this… Just go and date, no sex, just explore, check out the guys, enjoy the romance, and make an informed choice. There are billions of dicks in this world, my darling… You only need one. If you only need one, what do you do? You have to choose. Unless Minnie wants to gamble, obviously she’d have to check out all her cards, get some experience, know herself, understand what she wants, then make a choice. This is not fool-proof, since nobody knows whether she’d end up losing her limbs, disfigured, her womb lost, or who her choice would meet later on… but an informed choice and a serious choice is a responsible choice, you can and have to do as much to be responsible for yourself.

Who will poke Minnie’s cunt…? Like I said, if he’s not me, it’s not my problem.

It goes to every girl out there hunting for guys…

Girls, you can say Scope is ‘cheebye’, you can say I am ugly, you can say I am kumgong, you can say whatever you want… Thumb rule is, if I don’t fuck you, you are not my problem… You can say whatever you want, you can say no girl will get fucked by Scope… Yeah, for fuck I care.

But still… to those who will listen, they should understand one thing when hunting for guys. This is something I’d like to tell THB as well…

A woman can have sex with many men… including the husband. But ultimately, beyond the sex do the men have a heart for you? Can you tell your hearts to those men? In reality, how many men who fucked you really bother about you beyond your cunts? It’d be the same thing I’d tell Minnie too. Ultimately, you are finding a man to fuck you… Now what kind of man will he be?

You see… Sun Yat Sen married Soong Ching Ling when he was like 49 and she was 22, and Sun did not divorce his first wife. Liu Bei the old uncle also married Sun Shang Xiang who was very young… These women chose very old fuckers… but they liked it that way. The point is not about age… the women knew what they wanted. Sun wasn’t successful when Soong flew to Japan so that the old uncle could fuck her, neither was Liu Bei.

Do the women know what were so good about the men who were fucking them? If you are just another woman hoping to settle down, you know… get married, get pregnant and have kids… the issue is, you never really know yourself, never really know that man, and when he has financial problems, if he meets someone else… or whatever, what will happen to the relationship?

There are many types of men in this world… and too bad, good men are the very very few. And your definition of good men may not be so accurate.

My mum married a man who had completely nothing… No house, no savings, no car, no job, and no education… But she is wise. Now she has everything. But… even if she has nothing, she’d still be with my Dad.

Maia Lee… for the most of her life, she made her choices… she got fucked by men who eventually dumped her. Now she wants decent men… a decent man. How is she defining decency? I don’t know. If you want that kind of fish, you fish in the correct places. If you want a shark, you don’t try the well; if you want a guppy, you can forget the ocean. It’s the same thing when it comes to hunting for men. Where are you spending your life, what crowd you have will decide who you become, how you think, and what type of people you attract…

For Scope… on his other side always stands the demon.

So if you think Scope is not the crowd, you’d  have to deal with the demons. This is just an illustration. A woman’s puny understanding of this world and men… could be rather dangerous when it comes to making choices.

If my old darling Minnie is really having a problem… if my old darling THB is also having a problem with guys… let’s just start from the basis. You want to be a cunt not just for fuck; what both Minnie and THB need are guys who can feel for them, understand them, and… rein them in, and let their souls rest. If I am not wrong… our Maia Lee is also feeling tired hunting the wrong dicks.

Love is not scary… guys are. LOL~

I don’t know what Donald Duck did… nor do I care… because the most important thing is, Minnie is going to choose. Which is, what she is doing is what counts. It’s never about Donald Duck… It’s always about Minnie. And she is not going to push the blame of her future love affairs onto Donald’s old messed-ups. Which is, if she forever chooses to be a blur little queen, she’d continue to make the wrong choices, do the wrong things and end up blaming Donald II, Donald III, Duck IV, Duck V… It goes the same for THB and Maia Lee, and every single cunt out there playing the poker game…

So Minnie my darling dearie, if you are reading this… if you don’t think you are ready yet to make choices, then don’t make. Explore around the globe, grow up, and when you are ready, then make the grand decision. The past should be experience for growth, not the easy way out to fabricate excuses. These excuses can bring you where, my naughty cheeky little darling?

Dicks dicks, billions of dicks…

All you really need is just one.

Now, who will love you forever… and who will you love forever?

Women will grow old, their beauties gone… but true love doesn’t fade. If this is an hide-and-seek, then just take your time and check out every corner. Who is the man destined for you?

My fuck problem?

在小人处处的新加坡又过了几天……

上篇文,《David And Goliath》我们稍微谈了大势和老男人的处理方略。其实写那篇主要的意思就是希望来到敝博客的读者除了那些不学无术,神经兮兮,‘勇猛无敌’的白痴外,或许会来几个见识另类,想法和老夫颇为相近的,大家可以聚聚聊聊交换些心得和意见;集思广益嘛,若有真知灼见,何乐而不为呢?那也是进步的踏板。鄙人虽无才,但也懒得应酬那些自以为天下无敌,血气方刚但东南西北都搞不清楚的垃圾……恰恰这类垃圾,新加坡多的是;在教育部,各学校中就很多,所以也教出了那么多令人无奈惋惜的小人……

此处一般上只论风花雪月其实也懒得涉及什么时政。

水到渠成,何必去画蛇添足?

如今国家天大的事儿也不是我的事儿。国策看在眼里,心里有个谱儿就成。小人处处,在这种情况下只能自求多福。政府办不成事儿,往往只能掩耳盗铃,和网民对攻是指日可待的。最主要的,还是李小龙总理已经被团团包围了而身边无人。这些问题,从吴作栋时期开始加剧,从其父李光耀时期扎根。都是‘任人唯贤’出的乱子。

本来写了一大篇,想想……没必要得罪人……

老男人主要的还是希望五湖四海,在这小岛上还有和老夫般虑事儿的傻蛋,能来和老夫聊聊也就够了。以后这烂摊子是绝对得收拾的,必定要尽快招一批能干的镇住各机关;不过这也是以后的事儿。事不至极,绝对不能出手。民不到黄河心不死,要重建必须条件达到了方能一呼百应……此时此刻最要紧的就是‘等’。亲小人必定疏君子,李小龙总理不明白小人的可怕,也不明白什么叫‘拿国家的东西做人情’的意思。反正爱财乃小人本性,但凡爱财必失大义。国家的内政李小龙总理必然无法解决,情况只会如老夫预期的恶化下去。

在远远瞧着就行。

无论您是哪派人物老男人统统不理,老夫只爱才,能撑这天下的也只有人才;物以类聚,是时候聚在一起聊聊天下事儿了。您有没有才,聊两句老夫就摸得清清楚楚……聊聊也顺便解解闷。姜太公直钩钓鱼,虽愿者上钩但还得等。老夫和老姜不同,受不得闷。所以扰乱三界,玩玩呗~

这出戏看了那么多年,无妨再看它几年……

[钓鱼岛] 钓鱼岛去了七艘战船驶入了冲绳海界……有些白痴就说了,为什么中国不效仿新加坡一样把岛搬到国际仲裁庭解决问题?小人之国,小人之思啊……这钓鱼岛和台湾岛是一样的,乃大国的尊严,神圣而不可侵犯。特别是,这对手还是二战时期杀人如麻的小日本侵略者。钓鱼岛自古就中国所有,不过……但凡政治,不管内政或国际政治,还是实力说得算。哪怕有一天中国脆弱无比,还不是被小日本侵略侵占……所以新加坡那些自以为是的傻瓜网民可以做白日梦,只有新加坡这类弹丸小国才会把土地在仲裁庭上失了一半……

其实Pedra Branca……要么就是马国的,要么就是新加坡的,怎么可能一半归马国一半归我国?这事儿中国瞧着也明白,把自己的属地交由别人定论这已经就是弃权了。自己的领土绝对自己做主,他国异邦不能通过任何形式染指。说到Pedra Branca,太平的时候没人会说什么,若新加坡一朝大乱,到时谁当总理谁倒霉……

这回战舰入了冲绳海域,这小日本虽然理智闻名但也是出了名的民族气概……以老男人对中国海军兵力的了解,七艘战舰就算全被炮轰击沉了也不算什么。一艘入冲绳海域是误会,七艘就是挑衅示威。有中国的高见说,中国要在联合国(估计也是安理会)巩固态度对抗美日……其实这根本没有意思。美国是有否决权,而钓鱼岛的主权其实都在兵力;谁的拳头大就是谁的。中国不是中东那些小山寨;何况中国,华人之根,和中国打就是和天下华人开战……如此说并非天下华人都会闹事儿,而是中国以外无人会放心华人……

就这么巧,美国不少机关和科学研发都有华人染指。自从改革开放后,华人的财力如日中天,不光是美国国债,底下还需要华人银子运作的地方不少。

真的开战,美国其实一点儿胜算也没有。在太平洋,中国和俄罗斯是打断了骨头连着筋的。美日出兵,俄罗斯会不会履行盟约参战?俄罗斯目前的普京不是傻子。唇亡齿寒啊……中国要是败给了美日,俄罗斯就孤掌难鸣,这对俄罗斯在太平洋的军事安全和利益没有好处。而且普京此人对美国的手段早有提防,当年的戈尔巴乔夫就被美国给误了。美国啊,俄罗斯信不过。所以美日和中国开战,不为中国,按照普京的才智,俄罗斯多半也会参战,为的是自己在亚洲的权威和利益。只有联手和中国隆重地瓦解美国,俄罗斯才能更加强大。否则的话,美日一旦击溃中国,俄罗斯面对美军神话就变得孤掌难鸣……全世界也就只认美国小觑了俄罗斯。

中国应该有人也考虑到了老夫所见……所以挑衅日本也不是没有道理的。美国也不是傻子……中国最大问题是内忧而不是外患,论常规兵力,其实不靠俄罗斯也足以应付美日的海军。日本就在中国大陆导弹的射程内,也就是便不出一艘战舰,光是用导弹砸,也能砸死日本。美军在中日海域不光得应付中国海军还得面对大陆飞来的弹药。这场战若不动用核子军备,美国完全没有胜算。若加上俄罗斯就更不用说了。而且,在联合国,美国往往纠众闹事,上回要打阿富汗,又要打伊拉克,都需要联合国的朋党……就看俄罗斯,它也需要朋党;就看中国,它也需要朋党。这两个超级大国在联合国就肩并肩靠着,不是因为恩爱,而是政治需要。加上伊朗、朝鲜,和为了自己荷包的缅甸诸国……一旦太平洋打起来,美日顶多来了个菲律宾……

这菲律宾经济是乱七八糟,据老夫所知,其兵力也是应景的。

日本在中国由于排日情绪做不了生意,那菲律宾就想拉拢日本转而投资菲律宾。日本之所以投资中国是因为中国市场庞大,越来越富,而且一水之隔,来往方便,大把大把的银子容易赚入日本;大把大把吃里爬外的中国顾客都买日本车和电器……这菲律宾的经济搞了那么多年还是那个样子,政治也不稳妥,日本投资菲律宾是在捐钱而不是做生意。要是能投资菲律宾就日本商人的触角,老早就投资了。况且倾向菲律宾,可能会得罪中国。

这钓鱼岛……很多人都问老男人会不会开打……

这个老夫说不准。对于中国,可打可不打。反正美国的国债还是国债,日本不投资中国,中国不会因此而内乱。中国要是内乱,原因还是贪污腐败……想想日本投资中国,多少银子是拿来把民工的福利弄得和新加坡一样高的?多少银子不是入了总裁和贪官的荷包中?顶多不就是买不到日产的车……还有国货呢,还有欧洲、俄罗斯、中东、新加坡等地源源不绝的商品供应。反倒是日本……日本在美国投资的国债和经商,在美国经济飘缈不定的情况下,能获多少利?日本除了中国,就中东,但得罪了中国,要直达中东那就麻烦了。在南亚虽然也有投资,但其获利最大的毕竟还是来至花费越来越可观的中国消费者。加上西部还要开发,得罪了中国就少了块肥肉。中国呢,是不需要日本的;日本却很需要中国。日本的政治由于经济情况也是摇摆不定。至80年代产业泡沫后,其实日本还是没完全恢复,而且死性不改,经济弊端很多,所以日本前几年才‘反’了自民党。

民生啊,不可欺也。人才,不可疏也。日本就这两勾当都全了。其实新加坡也是……

自从福岛事件,日本经济更是雪上加霜。欧洲国债的经济不稳,日本要借贷就更困难了。以小日本如今的情况,东之美国靠不住,西之中国又得罪,能怎么办?就欧洲便要了国际银根的大半。自从中东大乱后,中国没了,谁有办法挺小日本?

说日本军力……就算能召集个几百万人,就算能生产大量的军备……银子呢?哪挖去?一旦开战,日本本土有望被日月炮轰,银根更紧。就日本和中国的距离,围困日本本岛和投下原子弹是一样的。只要中国海军封锁日本供应,小日本必定不战而败。而中国有这实力;若中俄联手,美日就没戏了。因为日本银子不足,美国也好不到哪去。开战,光一个钓鱼岛,打的就是银子。就算不投核子弹,日本一旦被困,朝野震撼,为了一个钓鱼岛全国被封锁,百姓虽然爱国,但如今的日本贪财好色……很难不内乱。政治瞬间动摇,不攻自破。兵力是可以召集几百万,上千万……但当兵了就不能生产,僧多粥少,对于外强中干的小日本……老男人不以为意。

美国大选过后,无论谁当选,还是缺银子。所以就算美国有心护着日本,心有余而银子不足。如此经济还没稳妥再派兵,就算中国不索讨欠款施压,参议院、众议院和民众也会闹事。

那么请问了,这战美日会打吗?

当然,若中国也料定了美日虚实天天挑衅……这小日本能忍多久?呵呵呵呵~

所以,老夫翻阅了中国学者的讨论……一概不理。

钓鱼岛终究还是中国的。台湾终究还是中国的。

所以很多中国人不明白……很多人说日本不开战,因为日本弹丸小国……其实呢,打战就打银子,这个和弹丸小国没关系,而且美国不算弹丸小国。以如今日本的国力,就是政治和经济,要打中国海军……天方夜谭哪~老男人无才无德,信口雌黄,您要是有异议,那也是您的事儿。老夫是一概不理。这钓鱼岛就让英国这些傻子乱乱串,老夫就跷着二郎腿看戏吧……其实,新加坡最好是一个字也别说,别搅和进去。日本若是弹丸小国,那新加坡连个渣都不是,哪轮得到新加坡开口……

No sex scandal… means nothing to blow.

Boring…

Anyway, I have tried one of the match-making sites. It’s a China service, tons of women there… however, I suspect that the service also generates fake accounts copied from real accounts to induce clients to buy their services. As with other match-making sites, you have to buy the rights to communicate…

The problem for local men to use such sites is the need to verify themselves since the verification requires your mobile phone numbers and they only accept China mobile phone numbers. Without the numbers, you can’t even reply to those women who bought the services to communicate with you. Actually, initially I could reply, but after a while… things change.

Then and again, you can’t load any pictures you desire, you also can’t place notes as you wish.

But you can read what those women wrote in their introductions…

If you are a Singaporean and are keen to find a woman, you should fly to China, sign up a line, verify yourself and start hunting in such sites. China’s sites offer generally more beauiful women than Singapore’s, with larger varieties too. If a local match-maker makes $10,000 per deal, exploring such sites will be saving you from burning a hole in your pocket.

Also… finding a foreign wife literally opens a route to migrate for you.

After all, if you are going to sell a flat for $1m to some mainland migrants, take the money you can’t really buy another resale flat at heavenly price that easily; take the money from the migrant and convert into RMB and be a king in some China towns… that’d be the best option.

After jogging, went for a shower and drove to Diana’s chalet. We started hugging and kissing, but I did not remove her tops. She merely pulled up her t-shirt, exposed her boobs and wanted me to lick. Instead, I hugged her close, pressing her boobs against my body… because I have a better idea. I kissed her lips leaving her breathless while sneaking my right hand into her shorts and fingered her… She moaned right into my ears and got very wet… and started holding my head, rubbing her fingers through my hair as I produced a rhythm in her now very wet cunt with my finger.

I so very much love to watch her as she got high and higher…

Inside of her, her muscular contractions were squeezing my finger with her own rhythm. She was going for her orgasm… and her butts were starting to vibrate a little. It’s a signal that the cunt is trying to extract the juice from the dick, but that was fingering…

“Scope, fuck me…” She moaned… as I gently licked her swollen nipples. You can’t do it too rough or she’d feel pain, you have to do it very gently…

Her legs started to spread… then close up again, her fluid now got through her underwear and stained the shorts…

Diana was high.

Her hand started to reach for me… and rubbed against it.

I had decided to see how she’d handle. To be honest, I was totally turned on by Diana… She was very sexy to start with, her moans simply irresistible, but I was having pleasure watching her getting so high.

From the sofa, she slumped to the floor pulling me down with her. I withdrew my finger… which was aching, she skipped the blowjob and moved her cunt to my dick and the penetration began, me one hand squeezing her boob and the other holding tightly her waist.

“Scope, I just can’t live without you…”

“Me too, honey…”

I don’t know how long this will last… But it’s good while it lasts.

She introduced me to her colleagues… mostly fat aunties, old uncles… no babes. After sex… I kind of had a bigger appetide.  After sex, I didn’t know what to do with her colleagues. They were just strangers I had no interest knowing… but I stayed. I had promised to show up at the chalet, so I’d honor the fuck promise. And it was boring as Hell. I observed some of those old uncles drooling at Diana… but then, too bad for them. I was not particularly bothered about competition… especially from old ugly tasteless Singaporean men…

Chalet… it’s like window-shopping, so boring… …

Recently, I didn’t visit Pat. After her honeymoon, her hubby has been taking MCs for a few days, and she has been visited by her in-laws on and off. After all, they are newlyweds, and Pat is staying with her parents while the stupid flat is under construction. We only met once for tea, then had a quickie in Geylang, walked her to the MRT station and she left to meet her hubby. Now she wants a baby… she’s thinking about having a baby, fantasizing motherhood…

Which means soon enough, I’d be fucking a mother called Pat…?

Hilarious…

Of course, when her children got children, I’d be fucking a granny… LOL!

Maybe when we make love in the future, we should really do it raw. Then she’d have all the babies she desires.

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Heart feels very restless…

At night, feels very cold. The bulb of the aquarium blew… I felt sorrow.

I called Elaine, invited her to stay overnight, hugged her naked body close, felt her warmth… I still felt I am dying… It’s a very strange feel. Is that because the end of the world is coming? Everything has an end… Everyone will meet death…

Alot of things happened. I felt very tired.

‘Gangnam Style’ made news for bringing PSY $1600m… and expectedly, Singapore wants to copy. How the fuck is Singapore going to copy? Singapore PM posted a link to ‘Super Kancheong Style‘, it’s one of the crap local copycats. In Singapore, shameless copying is the style. It’s all about money. But even if you want to copy, you will still need talents to do so. Watched the video, fucking disgusting. The lyrics sucks, the performance sucks, the rapper sucks…

What the fuck… …

Compare to this… Amazing.

I need to concentrate…

Alot of shits are happening in Singapore, endure is necessary. Mainly nonsense… senseless rubbish, unreasonableness, and the usual bullshits. I don’t feel like leaving the room. Elaine has been staying over for three nights, Yun should be coming over later. Went for a stroll with Ms Genting Trip just now, and I suddenly felt I need more excitment. Maybe I’d roam the night and pick up someone for ONS. I am not feeling my old self…

There is nothing new in Singapore. Nothing entertaining. Everything substandard.

Endure…

Read the property loans restriction and a couple of policies or ideas for transports and such… they ain’t going to work, but I shan’t elaborate.

Let’s hope a piece of juicy sex scandal will drop from nowhere and kills boredom.