Drove Diana darling to the gynae in the evening. The female specialist checked her vagina and told me the leukorrhea was a what fungus infection common in asian women. Fuck, I thought Diana was infected with what STDs… I gave Diana a cheeky smile and a pat. Then she was issued a tube thing, then we paid the fuck money and left. The only explanation for this infection is probably because I fucked her without bathing after my basketball session; or so that was what I thought. The specialist said I’d be ok… my penis would be ok, not to worry, no need to disinfect anything. I didn’t get her.

Then she said it was probably Diana’s own immune system’s problem and bla bla bla.

So we went to Diana’s apartment, undressed her and I have to face her cunt because she wanted me to use the tube and inject the medication direct into the vagina. I shrugged. Fine. It was my problem, I’d do it. It was fucking troublesome. Serious~ I am a man, I’d have to dig into the vagina carefully with a tube… Thank goodness it was like only 3 doses.

Then we went out for dinner.

I am not sure what really happened. Is my penis infected with fungus? But there is nothing wrong with Elaine. We just made love the other day. So it’s really puzzling why Diana got the what leukorrhea and Elaine and Yun and Pat are alright. Or maybe it was because of Christine, or it could be the new Malaysian girl I am seeing.

Whatever, as long as it is not STD… I fuck care.

About two days ago I brought the Malaysian girl who is working in Singapore to KSL Johor, had a great romantic dinner. OMG~ I love her smile. Then I suggested we got a bath in a hotel, and we made love for the first time. I was quite sure she wasn’t infected with anything. She was from Penang and I met her at Jurong Library. I was attracted to her the moment I saw her, so I chatted her up, dated her and err… She is 19yo, and for a girl of her age, to be working alone in Singapore is really hard on her. Not to mention, Singaporeans are now anti-foreigners.

And she got a strong perfume… so strong that my hands still got the smell after bathing. I literally grabbed her boobs during penetration, and the perfume stuck on my hands for the entire day. I just can’t understand why do women love perfume so much~!

So I am having lesser time than ever for blogging… juggling among the women.

After I left Diana’s place, I called the Malaysian girl. I figured she’d love a dinner at the Underwater World, so I decided to bring her to Sentosa for a surprise.

I finally saw Hilary in her new photo at Yun’s place. She looks fine. At least she is fine. I felt relieved. Yun was running around naked again. She gave me a blowjob and I told her my dick could be infected with fungus and she screamed! Then I told Yun I had just sent Diana to the gynae and I wasn’t sure what’s going on. I think she is mad at me now… But I am laughing real hard thinking of her angry face. Haha~

Women.

Actually why Yun could be angry with me is that I literally grabbed her thereafter and penetrated her. But the specialist did say I am OK. And I think I am ok. Maybe my words gave her a creep… I better call her tomorrow first thing in the morning. I must admit it wasn’t exactly romantic, but it was really fun. Someday I was daydreaming… maybe I should impregnate them. I am old enough to have babies. But I am not ready for marriage to any of them. Probably I’d never ever be ready for marriage.

After marriage… I will only have one woman… After marriage, I’d be expected this and that. I’d lose my freedom.  I’d miss dating. I am too used to chatting girls up.

So why marriage? It’s so stupid!

If I got casual sex with Christine again, maybe I’d get a divorce… Why the fuck marry to get into a divorce? Seriously, I don’t want marriage. I just desire children of my own. They will be beautiful mums with beautiful kids… Then there is another thing… In-laws. Fuck in-laws!

Fuck marriage to high heavens!

But as the women grow older… I am beginning to feel pressurized… someday… I’d lose them all. They will want to settle down, I’d reluctantly want to break up with them. I am scare… I discover I have phobia with this insane idea called marriage. That’s probably natural instinct why I prefer 19yo girls… They are young, they won’t ask for marriage so fast…

But eventually they would. And eventually, I’d miss them all… We have wonderful times… It’s a shame because of the desire of an international law I’d have to leave them. Now I really envy muslims… It is heard that Islam allows more and more wives… more and more and more…

Marriage is just like death itself… Fuck! I try not to think about it…

What women want is absolutely not what I want. Hilariously speaking… I am invited to Pat’s wedding. It sounds really insane. But I’d get to see her in gowns… That’s what she wants… marriage. The two most significant men in her life will be at her wedding… her husband and her lover. I am thinking of quitting Pat, not because of the husband. But whenever I remember how we first met, I just can’t let go. But I really don’t like the idea of sharing women… Now what if her husband visits hookers? I’d be at risk!

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小文的舅舅(亦本大爷)乃是个很性格的男人,可也是个很喜欢小孩子的大小孩。小文已经一岁六个月,很健康也很有脾气。她大多数时间都是我们在照顾。最近听说有中国男女到处拐带幼童,我们更不愿意带她和Leon上街。这个小文越大就越像他父亲。我时不时给她拍照,希望她长大了有自己小时候美好的回忆。如今的问题是要怎么储存这些照片和录像……硬碟会耐吗?我不知道。我打算再买个硬碟充当后备……最怕的是发生意想不到的事情,这些珍贵资料会失去。这些可是多少钱都买不回来的东西。

Elaine抱着小文,说将来也和我生一打。言外之意是不是暗示着什么?我笑着说好……但我没打算结婚,所以怎么生?

晚上老妈说Elaine人不错,Diana很端庄,Yun很贤淑,都是不错的女孩子……我听着话锋不对头,就胡说了几句。最近认识的马来亚女生她还没见过,否则也会说好吧……其实她们都很好,但我才36岁……对于婚姻我有恐惧症的。我可没打算那么早被困死在一棵树上而放弃了整座森林。缠绵浪漫的生活是枯燥乏味儿的婚姻生活无法比的。像我这样的男人,叫我吊死在一棵树上会不会太残忍了?也许老妈想抱孙子了……

对我而言,婚姻就是爱情的坟墓。我又不是杨过,不是什么古墓派的,真的要找媳妇也应该到了德国再找。听说在德国有老婆,当丈夫的就能定居工作。除了对婚姻的抗拒,我更想移民。新加坡这种小地方,什么鬼都没有,人民无知无聊透顶,没有什么文化,制度和政策搞到民生乱七八糟;新加坡近乎半数的人在政府的治理下都想移民。我也不怪那些领导,随他们领高薪乱来……反正我现在一心德国……和德国的美女,其他的心思就算了。

婴儿最可贵的就是脑袋是空空的,看着他们的眼睛是单纯的喜怒哀乐。其实……他们哭也不知道在哭什么。想哭就哭。真是羡慕。要是我还能当婴儿有多好啊!一岁半……就算天掉下来也不会发愁。太羡慕婴儿了!这才是真幸福!

对啊,什么都知道未必幸福,糊里糊涂的反而笑得灿烂。但糊涂过日子会不会也太可怜了。

给Tremeritus发的一篇稿子迟迟没有消息,不知道搞什么。也许人民的声音已经没有声音了。哈哈哈~!那篇稿子针对的就是新加坡乱七八糟的政治。这些党派搞到新加坡七零八落的,后行动党时代又是一个行动党,这样新加坡真的没有前途了。EDMW最近又有有心人重谈当年HPL地产回扣案……几乎整个李光耀家族都被卷了进去。如此,房价飞驰,政府的‘功劳’确实不小。这些‘领导’……新加坡也算到头了。虽然这里不太可能有文化大革命,但如日本LDP那样倒台的情况是可能上演的。Tony Tan的什么Confidence For The Future,到现在什么鸭蛋都没有,活该他以超低票当选。那些胡说八道,自己说自己信的竞选宣言如今也没有什么人去理会了。

新加坡目前……物价是第一世界中十名以内但工资却是第三世界的。简单来说,外国‘人才’把新加坡人的工作机会都抢去了,顺便也压低了工资。在他们家乡,这类第三世界的工资可以买房娶老婆,新加坡人就只能吃亏。工作确实超级难找。留下来的工作都是些根本不必教育就行的垃圾工作……比如什么扫地的、保安啦……所以新加坡人生气了,政府越来越让人难以接受。就昨天,我的邻居居然抢先我到德国去了。她就是因为政府搞到工作难找,薪水超低,没办法只能到国外求发展。这个政府真的玩完了。

我也打算父母不在了就抛下一切到德国去。也许我组剧组拍摄的愿望还能达成。新加坡……就让那些激进主义分子接手行动党。反正都没有未来。这个小岛能成功都是因为当年一批有实力的领导……现在的这些领导,领高薪放屁,这个总理也没什么用,Temasek控股在他老婆带领下亏了一大笔,现在政府要给自己1.6个月花红……但社会都要垮了,半数的国民想移民,治理成这个样子还想着领花红……

我觉得很搞笑。行动党真的已经没有前途了。我也不知道他们还好意思穿白色的制服。下一届又是一票莫名其妙的‘政客’。我本来想留下来在后行动党时期从政的,但……我终于发现我太爱Kate了。原来她那么重要……我没有必要留在新加坡天天陪她的facebook玩。这个国家将会内乱,如今的年轻人越来越偏激……执政党玩得很过火,新一代在行动党玩火的局势下成长,如今是满腔热血……疯了!

就在这狂潮日益升级的局势中,老饶这个玩人家老婆的混蛋在万人欢呼中进入了国会,随便利用工人党缔造了第一个被开除党籍而失去议席的‘领导’历史。简直莫名其妙。

所以说,任那些激进分子说三道四,选民的眼睛是瞎了的。呵呵呵~

李光耀说的没错,新加坡人是傻子!

这就是小文长大后将接受的现实。可爱的小婴孩,现实就是这么丑陋的。

我现在也没有什么心思要为这些白痴国人打拼……我越来越懒得和自作聪明的网民理论。他们的政治虽然单纯但太过偏激。他们要打倒行动党,但崛起的又是什么?这么一个小岛真的有人关心吗?都是自己不爽而乱喊而已。论政策和治理,反对党完全没有人才。最近的SDP免费医疗计划就打算牺牲国防开支和加重人民的税务负担;那么要是免费交通和教育有计划的话,那么国防就不必有开支了,那么税务进一步加重是可想而知的。

既然穷人和失业人士都没有钱而需要免费服务,自然除了医疗,那还得包括交通、教育和住屋等计划。

如今新加坡千疮百孔,后行动党时代可想而知。

不过我虽然很想走……但那毕竟是十几年后的事情。在这段时期,搞不好真的会披甲上阵。真的要打这场战,新加坡真的要有希望,我要面对的就不是行动党这日落西山没人要的派系……而是群起盲目攻伐的反对派激进主义。新加坡人……不见棺材不流泪的。可以这么说,新加坡的未来悬在半空中。若我们不争这个政权,这个政权肯定会落入激进分子手中。若行动党保持这样的颓废,只有两届大选,反对派系就能把行动党驱逐。行动党目前,一个无能的总理和一群酒囊饭袋是绝对无法实现改革,武丁中兴没有实力怎么可能?#1

时局确实很糟糕,半数欲移民的是不可能都有机会移民的。这样的话积压日久的民怨就会爆发,行动党的末日真的指日可待。

我真的来得及走吗……要是我不走,我必定会去争。但我越来越明白……这样一个国家,这样一个小岛……为了一个那么愚蠢龌龊的人民,值得吗?Kate也许只是个催化剂。Kate的出现是个很厉害的难关,因为她直接刺进我的心窝。我这种人,天上天下唯我独尊,本来就是来打这场硬仗的不二人选,但凯瑟琳这关我未必过得了。因为我爱她,我想逃。

以工人党的实力,根本就撑不住这个小国。加上党内的内斗将日益加大……所谓利益大,斗争大……靠对行动党的怨恨上台的工人党在没有治国实力的情况下也会迅速瓦解的。这点我比谁都清楚。

权利……新加坡的未来现在决定在老男人要不要去争。

老饶绝对想不到,螳螂捕蝉黄雀在后……这块肉,其实老子盯很久了。什么第一世界的国会……没有第一流的政治人才,怎么可能有什么第一世界的国会?哈哈哈哈!Jee Say野心勃勃,但始终和Yong Guan一样没有治国的实力,工人党虽然目前的第一大党,但其实也只是座空壳。这江山得的快失的也快。就几只小老鼠,Aljunid已经闹新闻了;国会的表现也差强人意。老男人是看得清清楚楚。行动党垮台之时,也是工人党不攻自破之日。

这时期的工人党不得不重视聚贤纳才。可是到他们拿下Aljunid集选区为止,工人党还是没有政治人才。行动党就是因为玩啊玩,什么鬼都能搬上台,底下的部门有样学样,所以才会搞到今天这地步。我没有说错,工人党就是明天的行动党……看似第一大党,其实不堪一击。没有那种人才不可能稳坐江山。

我算准出击的最好时机……是不会有错的。

#1 这种时候就不必和政府正面冲突,守株待兔,以逸待劳就好。该走的就走,走了就补上去。

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