[Another lazy effort… I actually want the ‘Eyez’ as the top image… but it’d make this simple rant here feels alittle too… ‘akuma’. LOL~ Scope is getting rather moodless recently. So be prepared for a series of… lazy and more more more lazy efforts. I don’t know what to say so… just look and say nothing. What a world~ Lingering at you… at this world… will anything change?]

Long long ago, love is… there was a beautiful princess… there is a beautiful soul.

Actually Scope loves music. This blog has been quiet for too long, and I can’t always load Pink Miu Miu’s site for the same songs… So nice the player is supported by the Wordpress blog. Seriously, was worried that the blog doesn’t support the player… Great, I managed to find a decent copy of Nelson’s ‘I can’t live without your love and affection’. It’s sad that many MVs I want are missing… So now, I have a couple of music running in the background while I K blog.

I just strolled near Lucky Plaza, remembered I got my report to collect, got it, and… the H Pylori test is negative as well… But the RedBloodCell count is in the black… finally. The specialist is overseas, so never saw her.

Next thing, I’d definitely add more music to the list. Cool. I mean, this sort of add-on should be wonderful, at least I am enjoying it. I don’t care if you like what I like.

Cat wants me to join her scouting for her laptop in the coming IT show… Reluctant to go with her.

I am glad I bought the stereo Hi Fi years back for a real good discount, Creative brand but half price. I did think of getting two sets, but that would be crazy. Hi Fi can last quite a while, so pointless. Now the powerful pump of the beats fills the room. Thanks to the maid, I was sleeping with only my underwear and she got the room cleaned up. I think I am getting used to having her around. The major issue about maids is really about theft. If she doesn’t want to clean my room, at most I’d do it myself. Why not? Hilary knows I am not only a romance freak, but I do my household chores… and I can cook as well, but I seldom cook despite me having a kick for good food.

My life…

The three of us will inherit a million bucks each… Sister will stay in Singapore, I doubt brother will move anywhere… Me? I’d travel the world, and buy my homes overseas. Money… This crazy world is going to Hell for money, souls lost, relationships gone ugly… I inherited Mom’s frugality, actually $100,000 can last me almost forever… not to say, my investment usually brings 3 folds of returns… So how I am going to do with a million bucks… I am such a weirdo… I hate those ‘high life’asS, I can’t be bothered about those ‘babes’ with all those wine and beer fucking away cheong-ing dicks met at nightspots…

Before parents leave this fucking world, I am not even sure if I should be employed at all… To be honest, I like the music, and the serenity in my room. I know those Singaporean assholes out there. It’s very interesting to see those jokers in big cars and fighting their loans for the condos… If I call that high life… they are just the slaves of a mundane cultural desert, whereby women fucked for income, and married for all the most stupid reasons. Then they got divorced also for the same stupid reasons. LOL~ Yeah… I am so ‘envious’ of such blind madness…

I need another HIV test three months later… I am finding one night stands risky… Though I bring condoms for the action. Seeing Kate aging so fast and becoming ugly shocked me… I lose the mood for women. Yeah… it’s about time Kate goes her womanly path… For me, my major problem is not aging… my genetic situation is a bit… different, my hair will grow back later on, black again as well, I have no wrinkles to be bothered with… but it’s the gastric that’s my problem. The recent DNA aging test finally made news… I have done that at 30++, and the calculation was… my cell was about of a 24 yo guy’s. I reckon the hypochondriac disorder could have helped age things…

Indeed, I seem to be… ‘getting younger’ as the people around me age like no tomorrow.

My eyes turned blue the other day when I was at the height of pain… then everything was ok the other day. I don’t understand… I am feeling better and better and better. I used to have a ‘bloat’ skin condition… cleaning up the scars and pimple marks on my face… I feel weird at times. My secondary school era face was really an horror… Third time… I saw my eyes turned blue… … a powerful glow. I dashed out to try grab a shot with my new HD camera, but the glow was no more.

The floaters miraculously disappear… when the specialist told me they will be there forever… …

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[Never tried like this. I guess the music is making me crazy… LOL~ 5 shots in one go. I don’t know what to do with short hair… So I remember that chap… who was caught running with his dick dancing in the public…Tsuyoshi Kusanagi, I remember he got this sort of hair style before… Simple, comb everything downward… Done. He and that Kimura was in a choir thing, called… … SMACK? SMAP? SMART? SIMEH? STUCK??? When my hair long long, I’d do that Kimura CGP… chewing a spoon… Rose in Singapore too costly. LOL~ Note a pimple on my fuck nose… Sigh~]
Mom usually complained that I usually wear anyohow outside… Scope style… T-shirts, torned shorts and cheap looking pair of worn-out slippers… I have great butts, so was a magnet for gays’ attention, and since… I have learned to prevent unauthorised touching by those ‘men’. I remembered when I was jogging… I was approached by an… uncle… he was a fucking gay… so old and ugly and I didn’t know how he got the confidence to approach me. I don’t really see why I need to wear proper, do my hair, wear contacts… unless I need to take shots for the CGPs.

“Stop nagging, Mom… I wear what I fucking like…”

This has one tiny problem… when you see a pretty girl, you can’t make things easier in shorts and singlets and slippers…

Man Studio or now… Natural Project is where I usually get my new garments from. I don’t know who the fuck runs the chain, but at least it’s a convenient place for good taste, and the quality is acceptable. With this chain around, I now no need to bother about hunting for New Year garments. Go there check out a few sets, done, go home, sleep. I don’t care if other people are wearing the same things, anyway.

The news has it that a Jiang Lai blogger is fucked by a grassroot scholar leader… and then she got arrested and such… … Another brainless woman… How can a woman fuck without true love? But that’s the situation in Singapore. “In Singapore, men play women very normal one…” Infamous local quote liaoz… This sort of things… with supply you got demand, endless idiotic cunts and plenty of hunting dicks. This sort of women… not my type as well. And she blames the government for making her own choice to be fucked by a married grassroot leader… It’s about time she spends some time at IMH. Is she nuts? The government doesn’t govern women’s choice of sex partners… if you want to be fucked married or not with or without true love, you fucked your business…

Go whine…

THB is not my type, but I was reading her updates and I felt sorry for her. She claimed she couldn’t drink, yet she was drunk… She is having a married relationship problem… too soon. I don’t understand why… she’d like to draw those leacherous men’s attention to her body… I feel disgusted with those male… THB needs to grow up, and she seems to have awaken in her golden trap too soon. This is hardly a woman who will be restrained even with a baby… Usually the longer the woman is trapped in a golden cage… the tougher to struggle free… especially with a baby. If she wakes up so early… it’s likely she’d have the strength to break free… which is good for her, but not good for observation value. It’d be hardly a struggle for her.


[Now she is more girl-looking… This is sister’s baby… … Well… I was hoping THB will get a baby and see the effect on her. 8 months, and she is separating from the balding old man she used to… emm… complain about. It’d be interesting if… she is separated only to find that she is pregnant… … It’s not a nice thought, but how she’d handle will be a very valuable observation. What she really wants is never with that man she chose to give blowjobs and marry… Really curious… If not for going through so many women already… I’d be shocked. Now… I am watching it like some shows… … Women… This BB will become a woman… Baah~ Uncle Scope hopes she can think when she grows up. Arnold’s heading for a divorce… His wife is… so ugly~ Nay… She is just old.]
Her marriage isn’t based on true love… but a decision, or a something more important for the decision to stay together for the rest of their lives… as she once put it. Hmmm… I never know anything can last that long than true love. But she’d be luckier than Irene Kang, no doubt… Yet only one fucking year… how much can she learn for the next relationship? The near-perfect specimen is becoming not so perfect; if she doesn’t wake up her idea when seeking the new relationship… it’d be just blowjob, excitment, marriage and yeah… …

Mortals…

No. I am not laughing at her problems. It’s not as if Scope doesn’t have problems of the hearty matters. I am too kind to feel nothing. After all, how long can a woman have her choice before she loses her youth… and her lust? I don’t think I can offer much help either. THB and myself are two different worlds apart… Basically, I have a powerful sexual mechanism… but that’s only where we click, yet I can’t accept women who enjoy clubbing, drinking, and… hmm… I am listening to Chage and Aska’s ‘Say Yes’. Romantic… It was a song to remember when I met Lih… But she didn’t say ‘yes’ to me… then when I next saw her, she was a changed girl…

I don’t know how Lih is doing now… I wish her all the best.

Here’s why THB and I are different… I am a romance freak, I feel in a relationship, my heart beats and breaks, I feel the pain, I know the tears, and I march on… I don’t use alchohol to wash away the pain… I live with it. Whereas I can love Kate even without touching her… or seeing her, THB can’t. Whereas THB can be together with a man she never truly loves… and to marry him for other… reasons, I can’t. Doesn’t matter if she looks Eva Mendez even, since we can’t click. Just like towards Khaw Chun Ting and sexy Amulet… not my type, nay.

Besides, I am clear-cut between orgasms and love. Orgasm is not love. It’s just sex… That’s why I didn’t retrieve Kate’s number when she called (and exposed her position)… I never planned to be her lover. I only believe in eternality.

I have come across tons of women as THB, but most are married or already divorced… THB is very special because that time she was ‘choosing’ to marry when observation began. Love has no reason, THB… I don’t even know for what reason I fell in love with Kate, I didn’t make that decision… and it’s for a life. I love Cat too… but… … … sigh~ To be honest, I am too used to THB’s issues. Among those women I met, many ended up as mistresses… Some needed a man to at least feel wanted even for a moment in life, some needed for practical reasons such as raising children of previous spouses… and a branded yet hollow life.

Talk about holes… …

I used to be… and still am a naughty angel… who love to read people’s souls… That’s the fun of it, else things are really boring.

I am not sure the hair will be long enough for doing that intended CGP… Kimura Takuya style. I like this pic http://blog.mystarhill.com/wp-content/uploads/2007/08/kimura-takuya.jpg . But you’d need a hair that long to style, and a rose to ‘chew’. And that means Mom will nag and nag and nag… because she doesn’t like Scope wearing long hair… And for the first time, if I’d do that CGP… I’d need to grab a gel. Sweet secret, I hate hair gel…

As for Kate… even if I do enjoy being single now, a new woman will come by soon enough… but Kate’s aging and losing her shine also becomes an opportunity… to show her how true love can last forever, even if she doesn’t worth it. Damn… I shouldn’t have read her records… But she’s fated for this ‘perk’ eternally. As long as we don’t come together this life, it’d be safe… because it’s also fated that once this thorn is grown by her in my heart… I’d eventually have to crush her… and crush her very hard. We are made a pair, and over many lifetimes… I always crushed her in the end everytime she got married to someone else then we got together… Everything will be fine if she stays in her marriage, doesn’t bother about me, and… the next time I’d be devastated by her… would hence be when she passes away. I have to make mental preparation to ward off that magnitude of ravage.

The music is very nice… Luckily Pink Miu Miu found something that actually works on WordPress.

“I can live without your love… I can’t live without your love and affection…” That fucker actually did a good job with his jazz to spice up the original soundtrack. Good job.

Kate will age… but Kate will always be Kate. And me… Scope will always be Scope.

Love is love, where got perfect or less perfect… It’s either true or it’s never there… but a mirage. Without culture, without a soul… how to support love? That’s why I am looking overseas for the ultimate romance… … If only I can read Kate’s soul… But just as Edwin Cullen to Bella Swan… I can’t read her… …

Many babes will hold onto their bottles of beer, dance in excitment and be laughing at Scope… “You are naive… your search is crazy…”

Drink your beer and get laid, women… Our worlds don’t click… …

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[This is not for Steven Lim. LOL~ This image is too cool… I decided that nothing more is needed for the final touch, since the feel is already pretty ‘dense’. The eyes of Scope, what else… … Enya’s music should go well with this one…]
It seems that crazy fucker Steven Lim is making news again for recruiting young cunts to be his girlfriend/s. LOL~ http://sg.news.yahoo.com/blogs/what-is-buzzing/girlfriend-search-sparks-buzz-twitter-105625729.html I no know what to say…

It’s nice to be blogging with the music from the blog player going at full blast.

Heaven… …

My soul is indeed too tired for this mortal Hell. Since my hair is currently short… and yeah… I saw Steven Lim’s hair… fucking longer than the average gu-niangs… LOL~  And that http://sg.news.yahoo.com/blogs/singaporescene/dr-susan-lim-fails-stop-second-disciplinary-hearing-104238477.html, so it seems that the famous doctor got hit. Wow~ one cancer case at least S$35m… how many jokers in Singapore can afford that? I doubt Steven Lim can afford that twice even being a clown for his entire life. This specialist’s name is Susan Lim ‘Pretty’… Her bloated paycheck is most beautiful…

Doctors… Health care… LOL~

I can’t take much this morning… lest my gastric boycotts again. So I had a bun… then I’d search for more music… This account seems to be able to house 200 soundtracks… or videos.

If it is still not HIV… then it’s time to do some biological ‘reform’… the situation is ripe… It’d be painful, but every angel has to go through this stage… To live… pain is unavoidable.

When Kate hits 50yo… and we meet again… she’d realise the greatest secret of our kind…

“She is only but a mortal… She’d age too fast… … It’d be painful to see her aging…”

Here with me… her younger self will always be safe in my memory.

Only near death can you live once again… The secret of the mortal body… is it needs replacement. It’s a painful and tough stage for every angel… but our genetical uniqueness allows that. It’s like a snake shedding off its skin… the only different is… our cells are killing the old cells, organs will be rebuilt with new cells and boosted again with energy… making hair black again, and skin regeneration back at full blast… When I meet Kate in her 50s… I’d still be looking like a 20~30yo guy…

No matter what she does… she is but a mortal. As for us… love hormones will drive our unique cellular mechanism forever… …

“Won’t you agree… baby, you and me got a groovy kind of love…”

Si Ping once sang on stage… whenever I hear this song, I’d remember that girl as well… She seems to have picked herself up. Nay~ I always see her as a friend, though she asked me to touch her once… I wonder how she is doing now… but in 20 years time… she’d age as well. Sigh… Once my parents are gone, my mortal reins will be removed… and… I’d be free to roam this world of sinful mortals… feed upon their stained souls as I deem fit, and join up with the rest. USA is under the madness of nature… An angel is not afraid of the beauty of such storms. I’d fly to USA to get a feel of Heaven’s rage… it’d be gorgeous.

I am missing the typhoons in Zhejiang… The force of the winds swept the entire street clean where I stood…watching the swirl went up into the heavens… I stood there… closed my eyes, opened my arms… Life is an adventure.

A high ranking military officer in China once told me…

“Sir, this is madness…”

“It’s madness if you fight it, it’s pure beauty if you witness.”

If it were to be Heaven’s will to wipe the mortals out… you won’t just get a typhoon that weak… hiding at homes would be useless.

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