Lonely.

Man loves money, when its value is to be lost, of whatever you want to buy will be less valuable than the money you treasure; hence fools love money while I love what money can’t fetch.

Discovery would includ knowing that if Scope is to go into one of the most sensitive fields in the scientific world, before Scope comes to the part about Energy0 we’d have a huge pile of words, and they would not be easy for the dimwitted to find them meaningful. I have always marveled at dimension’s power, of which many particles or, to be exact, the order that enables their existence exists that such rooms are really Gods’ masterpieces.

I am not here to fight John Hawkin, but John… we have concepts which overlap but it’s not unusual that we have critical differences in the understanding of this universe. In multi-centuries to come, Mankind will discover for themselves why this universe is not created by the Big Bang. But what is the use of knowing? By the time the fools called Earthlings discover what started this freaky universe, they would have been very close to discovering the truth about dimensional physics… This is not something that belongs to the shit hole.

The piece with plenty of typos is now transferred to the Draft section, so that in this dimension we can chat about something else. Just… the order of this dimension of the blog you are seeing here is changing. It seems like nothing much, and still the alphabets and RSS but in real… dimension has changed, because the order has changed. And the constant beginning this order is not of the same reference, hence equation. I am the acting God of this blog in a sense.

Note that the time you read this dimension and the time I read the same thing would be different.

And mankind’s habit of making inference here is explicitly apparent to be an universal error. If you based the inference to another dimention on the alphabets here… what can you really get? Get the drift…

I always feel that this world is flooding with humans… but Man, he is always lonely. It’s the same as the planets, and the bloody blackholes; so many yet so lonely. The reason why it has to be this way is because when you have them all, you have none; the closer they are, the more lonely in relativity.

Of course, it is when there is another out there hence the word Lonely has its value.

There is never enough when… yes, we don’t really know what we want, why we even exist at all.

Log Of Recent Days.

[Reservist Blues] Since this is the first time Scope encounters RT, after communicating with the units it came as a surprise when Singapore’s NS Portal ain’t allowing me to register for a session. Called the customer service, this sweet voice told me that there was no slot. I mean, if that’s how the time frame of booking for a session is, why in the fuck are there no more slots just barely after one month? In Singapore, it seems that we have two months after we don’t pass the IPPT to book RT sessions. The solution is that this service will get my unit to make arrangements, and since I don’t really understand what the fuck is going on, I decided to go along.

Pretty surprising that the next day, the unit had already settled my situation. I thought they would take all three working days. But I am not sure whether I can trust the recruit who took my call, so I raised certain issues found  from the NS Portal, and he assured me that everything was settled. Fine.

Before this hassle, I was actually talking to their Mdm about my first in-camp explaining about my equipment’s concerns, I was told to report to camp in smart4 (The army dress code). From a reservist buddy, he told me since I am an admin support, I’d most likely be stationed in the HQ. The unit’s admin people sounded ok, but… from experience, I am still pretty unsure about military#1. Damn~ You know there could be a fucking hellhole of nosenses from the experiences during my NS, but Ah Meng and many people told me this is some sort of holiday camp…

Sure eh~?

[Entertainment Craps] Recently, an old friend came to Scope’s at Sohu. He is from one of the biggest circulations in China, and I was surprised that he actually dropped by when I have only started to quietly blog with Sohu again. His company actually helped some China’s aspiring people gathered those interested in drama productions. If I were to be in China, getting people and sponsors won’t be a problem, but this is Singapore. After this year of craps, I’d have to start planning to migrate the year after next’s to get things moving. If I stay in Singapore, nothing can be done. If he expects news from Scope, has he ever gotten any?

Yesterday, I read about Universal Studio looking for talents in Singapore. Well… If they succeed, they will probably make a joke out of Mediacorpse and Jack Neo. Singapore does have talents but we don’t function meritocratically, so many talents are wasted while we are funding craps. I have recently heard of a very disappointing rumor that Ann Kok was a ‘kept woman’ before. Well, even if that’s true, from what I see now… she’s already not in her prime. You can’t blame me for not knowing because Scope can’t be bothered about this uninspiring local industry. I say, Universal Studio… just go and pick up the talents. But from what I know of this industry, Universal Studio may not be that angelic anyway.

While they may not provide the environment, but they can provide Scope the fundings.

[Civil Sector: Think Again] The old kaki at IDA bought me dinner yesterday. Talking about Scope joining government services… I have a major reserve on this option, if it even exists. I simply asked him, did he know of any department head who is really a good leader, and not one of those small people? How can you work under small people and expect to fly? They will stare at you as they are staring ignorantly at a coming economic depression; and they will blame you for not doing anything. Hilarious.

Well… … The best employment option is one that guarantees posting out quickly. The reason why Scope left for Beijing back then was preciously because he didn’t assume joining civil service a favorable option. Of course, I have good reasons for this view.

Is there a job proper to get me out of Singapore, with all the proper documents to stay permanent out there? Then I can start doing plenty of things. Otherwise, you’d have to go through a lot of things just to get a damned paper. Damn~

[Death Threats On Eastcoastlife] Lately, Eastcoastlife replied me in her own blog… funny. Shouldn’t she reply in my blog instead? Her Association of Bloggers made news being bashed by online critters, and many within that association left. But the main issue is this, she’s got death threats from the education sector’s bastards. I read her blog and I knew that she has to get in touch with the reality of civil services. While the Prime Minister is the boss in her view, but the real technical powers lie in the hands of those civil department heads and so on. What if they anyohow report to the Prime Minister, and anyohow fix people? They can. One Prime Minister is a human with only a pair of eyes. Given the way the civil sector has recruited people over the past decades… she shouldn’t be surprised of getting death threats.

What is Singapore becoming?

And does she actually think one can trust anyone in Singapore?

Death threats, legal threats, and all other threats including those wanting to make you disappear by accidents… all these are the result of interests… selfish interests. But a skunk’s dream is everyone’s nightmare. If Eastcoastlife is concerned about those death threats, the Prime Minister would also be concerned about his civil sector’s development. Private or public education sector are the same. They are all Singaporean in nature in Singapore.

[Life 4 Dead] Chanced upon this online game yesterday because I don’t usually visit gaming centres. Neat game, but the zombies#2 moved too heck fast, and it hung with a team of players still moving but stuck at the same points. I saw one player who sent plenty of instructions to others, but seldom rescued the team-mates when they needed help. Strangely, the others came for him when he needed help. The player was a beng with dyed hair. Maybe nobody taught him what is honor.

I tried to find a download for this game but… does anyone out there actually know a link?

 [Jackie Chan: Singaporeans Have No Self-Respect] I am not exactly bothered by his remark on Singaporeans. In real, many Singaporeans are culturally substandard people to the foreign lands, and this is like some used-to comments I got when overseas on Singaporeans. Remember when Scope is researching on Ping.sg? How much self-respect have the troublemakers, including those jokers from Hardwarezone forums?

However, Jackie… with all the self-respect you got, where is your daughter now?

This may offend you but, calling bad apples bad doesn’t make you better. Scope is not sure how Jackie Chan is going to teach ’self-respect’ to his daughter. Perhaps when the daughter grows up, she’d be going around having sex with other Chans… I know Singaporeans are taking offense on this but neither you nor Jackie Chan have the right of way. So what’s this commotion about?

[Ming Yi's Disgusting Tears] This funny hairless creature is now overseas; or is he back? It took the authority so many years to finally send him justice. As Durai, this fake monk may end up with a wonderful arrangement of perhaps another $22,000 a month job. Why not? When the old man goes to see the maker, the fake monk and the apu ne ne can make a return in Black and White.

Ren Ci has so much money to loan out… for renovation, for buy house, for buy car, for buy this buy that meh? That’s very kind, but where are the monies for the poor? Can anyone tell me how many times a poor can go to consultation with the doctors with $60,000? How many bottles of medication can $50,000 bring? And that’s very kind of a monk who spent so much monies on two bloody statues in China… you mean in Singapore, you don’t have Nanyang School of Fine Arts or whatever? If I were a rich man, should I borrow money from Ren Ci? After all, it seems that this bloody gay-like pale face ah monk just can’t say ‘No’. Would he find it hard to say ‘No’ to loan monies to the poor people?

Maybe he’s too interested in ‘How To Be A Successful CEO‘. But with all those supports he got… Whether this court of justice can deliver justice in Singapore is very hard to say; I mean, another $22,000 job could be there waiting for him… as punishment.

What the f%#%&~

He has gone overseas… reportedly for business. Who honorable in the business world will do business with a shameless fake monk? Or he was really flying to Durai hoping to find a job walking on rods or something. So many people are suffering in Singapore, and this shameless Ming Yi still tried to showcase his credits… After all these years, Buddha has not taught him well. Or perhaps, this fake monk has already abandoned Buddha.

How to find jobs in Singapore with all the best craps running loose in charge in organisations…?

[Facebook: The Stir Of Memory] Mack and I are from the same college, recently he told me Catholic people go to any church in Singapore also can. Hmm~ Sure or not? Kathryn is also a Catholic, and nothing special in real with Catholic because I have seen a whole range of people doing a whole range of things wearing crosses… There was this SAF officer who went to church, then to the bar and fucked around. And how many Christians are there in Hollywood? Plenty.

I have no disrespect to the church people but it’s just reality.

Of late, I signed into Facebook, then didn’t know how… I actually came across some old classmates’ class groupings. It’s sure a long long time. I don’t like schools, and am fed up with a screwed up education system now infested with trashes#3. Not surprisingly, Singapore is now flooding with ridiculous nosenses and propaganda may not be working already.

I usually reject friend requests, so don’t bother to find me on Facebook. The account was started because of an email from baby Lynn and you have to sign up an account to check what the fuck it was all about. I don’t know why people are so excited about Facebook… Why eh?

Alone In The Dark.

[Society Blues] The beautiful snow has left, and I am missing it already. Man of talents should not be staying in a well aspiring to remain stagnant. Not surprisingly, the thought of returning to Ningbo instead of Singapore frequently rings bell. But Ningbo is getting polluted as well and the medical facilities may not be sufficient for the health damages done in Beijing’s pollution. Nonetheless, recovered in Singapore means you will have to wait for quite some time to leave and seek opportunities. Staying damaged in Ningbo mean a higher chance to locate a career and… with the visa, imagine the life~

But given the sore throat, Scope couldn’t have gone for interviews. He tried doing that in Beijing, and that was a total disaster. China is now flooded with many aspiring foreigners who like and dislike China but are getting a life out there.

It’s very lonely to stay in Singapore, to talk to Singaporeans whose attitude and mentality are so weird that this well remains unique in a league of its own. I don’t really like to talk to them while I did a pretty good job in sales, but when it comes to clicking, it’s impossible. They are many hypocrites in Singapore, alongside with an overwhelming pool of small people. It is a wonder why in such a meritocratic#4 environment that they thrive. Apparently, these people can’t compete, but they drain resources under the blessings of the dark. It’s the same as the entertainment industry except that for a small place like this, it is apparently being blown out of proportion.

Many times, I woke up thinking I was back in Beijing again, then the choking feel crept back…

China is infamous for corruption, and now… for the various power struggles among powerful factions. I realised that I could end up entangled in those struggles among the clans if I had been a little bit more Singaporean in nature: Greedily irrational. And I am not like them. Unlike in the 80s~90s, a career in China is no longer that simple especially for people as ourselves. Men died in China, and interests overwhelmed so much that such condition is beyond the understanding of those in the well.

Of course, with such powers… the opposite end is also something pretty extremist.

Darkness… Many powerful clans started from righteous origins, not surprisingly so. Is the authority clean, and the powerful families dirty? Very often, it is because of the authorities you have those powerful families. In the current Mainland society, many are forced to become billionaires when they could have been an average salary-man each leading a simple life.

Returning to Singapore, it’s back to the silly corporate things again. And it’s a varied sort of darkless. Smartalecs… A society of smart-alecs whose idea about secret societies is just about parangs and petty vices, where Gary Ng was big news, and a government forever monitoring… Suddenly, the huge waves are nowhere, but you feel so alone, and so disturbed by the ants, the termites and those naive winners… In this immature society, they pray to the idea of winners and losers. Exasperating at times but… it could be a bliss when waves are small, and people throw carrots and eggs instead of flying bullets.

As a scholar in the Chinese compartment, Singaporeans generally sound ridiculous, petty and shallow in relative.

The recent years over in China are also about the pursue of money by the corporates, but there is a subtle or hardly understood difference between that of China and that of Singapore to those smartalecs… In recent years, the rise of the Maxism school reflects the disgust of the population towards the current situation in China. Many are hoping to return to true communism whereby they can focus on more humane activities… with good neighbors, with proper social relations, and not the need to worry about superficial comparisons, greed, and seeing their daughters prostituting for the rich… The bigger the success of China with no proper restrains or governance, the bigger the potential resultant force under the banner of Maxism.

All these are no concerns to those ignorant Singaporeans because in fact… in Singapore, only making snobbish money matters. Relationship doesn’t matter because… well~ Are they sure they know the right definitions of virtues? Without getting virtues right, you are telling Scope relationship works in Singapore… and you should be kissing the bandits goodnight. In Singapore relationship is just about stereotypes. Since nobody really cares what is right or wrong when you can just based all those ideas on what others are preaching.

Even that Joachim Kang the big asshole is back in Godly business, so I have heard.

I found a link, after I actually watched ‘Angels And Demons’ a few days ago: http://www.channelnewsasia.com/stories/singaporelocalnews/view/429958/1/.html

We have Durai in Charity, Ming Yi and Joachim Kang in Religion, and Andy Ong in Education… Behold our godly glorious Singapore records of big names…

It’s very lonely in Singapore. It’s tiny, and it’s hard to come across someone worthwhile.

This joke of God is just so not funny.

But there is an old saying that it is because of a world of insanes that marks a saint for heaven. I mean, how is it possible to have a white knight when there are no evil sidekicks fooling around? What is hence so special about IQ 190+ when you don’t have retards with IQ 160 and lower who can’t make sense?

I see no light at the end of this tunnel, logically speaking… you switch. 

By God’s arrangement, somehow heaven is once again opening its doors to Joachim Kang with an Archbishop Nicholas Chia’s blessing, after his sacred functions in priesthood are done with the mortals… that what should Scope says to Joachim when he sees Kang in heaven?

“So you’re the fucker who is inflating Heaven by S$5.1m…” Of which his sacred reply might be…

“I’d sue you! I’d sue you!”

Maybe that’s why more Singaporeans nowadays don’t want to go to heaven and fear Judgement Day altogether driving health costs sky high with the government forever monitoring. If you are planning to go to heaven, bring your lawyers along. Since Kang, apu ne, Ming Yi and Andy Ong are all heading for heaven, no wonder many are committing suicides since… isn’t that Christian preaching that suicides bring good people direct to hell#5? Then Satan would protest at Ping.hell:

“Unless you mortals can invest S$1.5m, forget about citizenship in my beloved Hell! Go to Jesus, you poor souls!”

No wonder so many poor souls are roaming in Singapore, and more spiritual sightings are reported in Singapore recently. Since God is probably crazy#6, Scope would do people a service by sending God to IMH. Mortals can hence expect Judgement Day in IMH for quite a while.

Lonely.#7

#1 For a brief morning reporting for reservist, it was enough for a story to be blogged… Can you believe that? Watch it~

#2 Right… those ain’t zombies. Those are the infected, with tons of juice they are vomitting from their bellies and they can run so fast. Well~ Pigs fly in sonic speed. I mean, they are vomitting and they can dash like that…?! LOL~

#3 The old chicken and egg thing… You screw education up first, or you got the trash there in the first place.

#4 Alright, that’s a pretty big assumption here. But hey, this is MY blog.

#5 Interesting…  No wonder Catholics used to see Shakesphere not up lah… because Juliet and Romeo committed suicides.

#6 In reality, God forgot to tell his son, Mr Jesus, that the Earth rotates about the sun, and mortals are living on a sphere. Scientifically speaking, God’s condition is more inclined towards forgetfulness that is common in Alzheimer’s disease than being out of his mind, given the fact that after God created the world billions of years ago… you can’t blame God for the forgetfulness when he had his son sent to Earth. The divine factor behind rising health costs and increasing injustice may be due to the fact that Mr Jesus is very busy inviting too many good doctors to heaven to tend to God. Maybe God’s real intention to send Mr Jesus is to find a doctor… but ended up having his son nailed on a cross… a symbol now found in hospitals. It’s probably a mystery now solved by Scope. And since God needs to pay the medical bills, Joachim Kang’s S$5.1m solves the puzzle. I mean, how else would any sensible archbishop expect Kang to go to heaven?

#7 What do you think?